I stumbled across another blog here and her blog is the reason I thought I would start my own diary.
No idea if anyone will ever read my stuff. But...I hope someone does...feeling so alone right now.!
She says we should make a list of reasons why we must stop drinking.
So here is mine.
Health worries...seriously the amount I drink up to 11 drinks on binges is definitely doing damage.
My kids...they are undoubtably the best blessings...even though at the same time they are the same reason why I drink.
My husband...I am married to the most amazing man. Who loves me unconditionally. He has been with me since day one to a path of recovery to trying to moderate. I don't want to let him
down.
I like the effect alcohol has on me. It makes you happy and makes you sleep for those nights when you can't fall asleep. I probably like it too much!
Those are it. On paper its so simple. Those are fantastic reasons. Those should be enough right?
I hope so.....I'm tired of this toxic lifestyle.
No idea if anyone will ever read my stuff. But...I hope someone does...feeling so alone right now.!
She says we should make a list of reasons why we must stop drinking.
So here is mine.
Health worries...seriously the amount I drink up to 11 drinks on binges is definitely doing damage.
My kids...they are undoubtably the best blessings...even though at the same time they are the same reason why I drink.
My husband...I am married to the most amazing man. Who loves me unconditionally. He has been with me since day one to a path of recovery to trying to moderate. I don't want to let him
down.
I like the effect alcohol has on me. It makes you happy and makes you sleep for those nights when you can't fall asleep. I probably like it too much!
Those are it. On paper its so simple. Those are fantastic reasons. Those should be enough right?
I hope so.....I'm tired of this toxic lifestyle.
I'm reading!! Hello! Great job on getting through your first day. I'm quite new at giving up (this time at least!) and blogging, but making a couple of connections with supportive people in the same boat has definitely helped me stay on track. I hope it all goes well, you're doing the right thing xx
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